Learning to Crawl…
Hey all, there’s been some questions about where I’ve been and what I’ve been up to. I’m alive (so far!) and basically sorting through some mental health issues. Likely as not I’ll make it post fodder sooner or later, but for the moment I’m finding it difficult to stay engaged enough to write anything. My apologies to all.
Take care of yourself. We’re not going anywhere and we’ll look forward to hearing from you when you’re ready.Report
Dude, I was just thinking about you this morning, because we were thinking of getting ramen for lunch, and I suggested the ramen place you had suggested. Then I started wondering where the hell you’d been. Glad to see you, and get yourself well.
Feel free to shoot me an email if you’re looking for someone to grab a beer with.Report
Best of luck.Report
Miss you, see(?) you when you’re ready!Report
I miss you, Nob. And as you sort through, remember this; you’ve got a fan on the internets who’d be proud to have a son like you. And willing to lend any sort of support I’m able to lend.Report
Stay strong, dude.Report
We ain’t goin’ nowhere. We’ll be here when you get back.Report
really hope things work out, I very much enjoyed your writing and commenting hereReport
No apologies necessary. Do what needs to be done. And know that we’re here for you should you need it. Best.Report
Heal yourself. This place seems resistant to falling apart so we’ll be here when you are ready to jump back in.Report
Take care of yourself, Nob.Report
I don’t see the connection. It’s not like mental health is a requirement around here.Report
Take care of yourself and get whatever help you need. Been there. It does get better.Report
Digging
Between my finger and my thumb
The squat pen rests; snug as a gun.
Under my window, a clean rasping sound
When the spade sinks into gravelly ground:
My father, digging. I look down
Till his straining rump among the flowerbeds
Bends low, comes up twenty years away
Stooping in rhythm through potato drills
Where he was digging.
The coarse boot nestled on the lug, the shaft
Against the inside knee was levered firmly.
He rooted out tall tops, buried the bright edge deep
To scatter new potatoes that we picked,
Loving their cool hardness in our hands.
By God, the old man could handle a spade.
Just like his old man.
My grandfather cut more turf in a day
Than any other man on Toner’s bog.
Once I carried him milk in a bottle
Corked sloppily with paper. He straightened up
To drink it, then fell to right away
Nicking and slicing neatly, heaving sods
Over his shoulder, going down and down
For the good turf. Digging.
The cold smell of potato mould, the squelch and slap
Of soggy peat, the curt cuts of an edge
Through living roots awaken in my head.
But I’ve no spade to follow men like them.
Between my finger and my thumb
The squat pen rests.
I’ll dig with it.
-Seamus HeaneyReport
Good to know you’re still out there, Nob. Take good care of yourself and know you have a lot of folks who think highly of you.Report
Thinking of you. Take care.Report