My miscarriages made me question being pro-choice – Salon.com
A few hours after my doctor told me that my third pregnancy was going to end with a third miscarriage, I was standing in front of a class of college freshman leading a discussion about the ethics of abortion. I think there was a conflict of interest, pedagogically speaking.
The discussion prompts I prepared were politically neutral, meant to promote deeper thinking about all perspectives of the debate, but when I put it together I knew what side I was on. I’ve been pro-choice since before I even understood what was at stake. And yet, when I chose to have a baby while still in my allegedly fertile late-20s, all I could produce were the kind of clots sucked out during a D&C. I chose baby. Where was my baby?
I still don’t know. I mean, I know where my babies are. The end results of pregnancies No. 4 and No. 5 are now bounding preschoolers with scraped knees and very firm opinions about tomatoes (one for and one against). I am lucky among people who choose to reproduce in that I eventually got to. I would like to say that my son and daughter are the children always intended for me by some force that I don’t understand and probably don’t believe in; that those other pregnancies were just my real kids making RSVPs they couldn’t keep, but that’s just not how I feel. It doesn’t make any sense to me, at least not intellectually, but I feel like I have five children — two born and three who were not born, which is a point-of-view that is hard to reconcile with being pro-choice.
From: My miscarriages made me question being pro-choice – Salon.com
I don’t follow. The argument appears to be
P: My body rejected my first three pregnancies
Q: Therefore, poor women who can’t afford to travel to a pro-choice state should be forced to bear unwanted pregnancies to term.
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Setting legality aside, pregnancy and pre-birth paternity, has odd and often inconsistent effects on how one views the fetus.
I had no moral compunction at all with abortion until a pregnancy scare occurred, which forced me to confront the thing in a non-hypothetical way. There was no pregnancy, but my anti-abortion sentiment persisted. There was no change in either direction during my wife’s first pregnancy. During the second, though, I nudged towards less hostility towards abortion more generally. Even after its unfortunate ending and a long period of mourning.
That’s the “morality of abortion” as opposed to the “legality of abortion”, which are not the same thing. Or, at least shouldn’t be. But a lot of people have real problems differentiating between the two. Even though it’s essentially my own position, in my observation “I disagree with abortion but believe it should be legal” has, at most, weak conviction on the first part.Report
Depends on the person, really. Some people can say “I could never do that, but I wouldn’t make your choice for you…”
Other say, “how the hell awful does your life have to be before you abort a baby?”Report
I didn’t see Q in there.
But I didn’t bother reading the second half of the essay.Report
Misleading headline, as is so often the case. She questioned being pro-choice, but the eventual answer was “yes”:
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Wow that was a terrible headline, really misleading about where the essay went. Good for some clickbait though to get people to find out what her deal is.Report
It’s Salon! Who thinks they’re really going to really trample on the left’s most immovable, universal issue?Report
Well yeah that is why it’s very click baity. I almost never look at salon so i’m not really up on their deal.Report
I have a rule of thumb with Salon. I pass on any headline with any personal pronoun in it. I combine this with my other rule of thumb to pass on any article telling me what was on TV last night, especially if the headline informs me that so-and-so ‘destroyed’ such-and-such, inexplicably so since it has been destroyed repeatedly in the past. In recent months I had added temporary rules to pass on any article explaining how if Hillary is mean enough to get more delegates than Bernie, it is perfectly reasonable to take my bat and ball and go home; and to pass on any article explaining that the Republicans brought Trump on themselves. That last one I agree with, but half a dozen iterations of the same article on a daily basis seems like overkill.
The upshot is that I can get through the front page of Salon pretty quickly. Its decline has been a sad spectacle.Report
My rule of thumb is to wait until someone at a site I read regularly strongly recommends a particular article. Life’s too short to spend much time slogging through Salon or Slate or HuffPo or DailyKos.Report
Life’s too short to spend much time slogging through Salon or Slate or HuffPo or DailyKos.
Or waiting for the page to load.Report
Making gay marriage mandatory or raising the marginal tax rate to 110%?Report
I believe that, much like with guns and the incapacity to differentiate between pistols and rifles, lumping all abortions together into one clouds the issue.
Teasing out the differences reveals more of the ethical concerns.
Sometimes, “One for all, and all for one” is very inappropriate, and it makes it rather tiresome to try to continue meaningful conversation.
That said, I tend more toward the side that questioning things is a *GOOD* thing, even if you end up at the same place where you began. That journey is a meaningful one.
Other than that:
I wish humanity would just grow up one day.
I’m not going to hold my breath waiting though.Report
Actually most people are a bit more nuanced and complex in their attitudes towards abortion than is commonly reported.
A majority is solidly pro-choice in the early months, but that posture erodes remarkably as the months wear on.
Which makes no sense, if you just look at the simplistic positions of its either a meaningless clump of cells until birth or a living baby on Day 1.
Except it does make sense. Biology and the natural world doesn’t offer us neat tidy lines of demarcation about when life begins and ends. So the idea that a meaningless clump of cells at some point changes to a living human boggles the mind, but it fits the empirical facts.
So the author’s complex ambivalence about abortion is probably the norm for how most people feel.Report
Well said.Report
Basically yes.Report
So the idea that a meaningless clump of cells at some point changes to a living human boggles the mind, but it fits the empirical facts.
Ah, the aborites paradox.Report
@brandon-berg
the aborites paradox.
nicely doneReport
“most people are a bit more nuanced and complex in their attitudes towards abortion than is commonly reported.”
Manure. Either you’re in favor of abortion at any time at all for any reason whatsoever, or–pace Francis, up-thread–you think that teenagers who become pregnant should be doomed to a life of miserable poverty.
It’s not my view, but apparently it’s the consensus view.Report
I can’t remember where, but I was linked to this some time back with a slightly altered headline “My miscarriages made me question my views on abortion.” I assumed the argument was going to be along the lines of “If God disapproves of abortion, why does he keep giving them to me?”
Actually, how do people who oppose abortion for religious reasons reconcile that? It’s okay when it’s part of God’s plan, but we don’t get to make that choice?Report
God doesn’t want us to kill each other but my grandfather died of old age! Explain *THAT*!Report
You say that like it’s not a legitimate question.Report
Well, the problem of miscarriage is not a problem over and above the standard euthyphro problem and the problem of evil. Whatever response the religious have to those problems would apply to miscarriage as well. There is no particular reason to think that the existence of miscarriage gives the religious any more reason to think that abortion is right than the existence of natural deaths gives any more reason to think that killing random people is right.Report
Same argument as suicide: it’s His choice, not yours.Report
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem/172081
Gwendolyn Brooks, one of the greatest American poets. As a male, I can never truly understand the loss she speaks of, but it is powerfully emotional to me as a human.Report
http://m.poemhunter.com/poem/a-bronzeville-mother-loiters-in-mississippi-mean/
Posting this only because the conversation led me to think about Gwendolyn Brooks. It’s about Emmitt Till.Report